excerpt from 'ANTI-LOVE'

tonight I am sitting on my bed thinking about something
nothing maybe
I am thinking about last night and how I did nothing and thought about nothing

tonight my nose is bleeding
probably because of my allergies or probably because of my aneurism
when my nose is bleeding I usually stand over the sink
and let the blood drip into the sink
because I like the feeling of this and the idea that my nose will keep bleeding until there is no more blood left in my body
but tonight I am sitting on my bed and my nose is bleeding